Showing posts with label diaries. Show all posts
Showing posts with label diaries. Show all posts

Saturday, April 27, 2013

मैं आप जैसी हूँ ना पापा?




मैं आप जैसी हूँ ना पापा?

ज्यादा नहीं, पर कुछ कुछ ही सही
सबको मुझमे आपकी परछाई दिखती है ना पापा?

आप जितनी बड़ी शक्सीयत नहीं,
पर जानने वाले मुझे भी कम नहीं।
नाम आज मेरा उतना ऊँचा नहीं,
पर नाम आपका रोशन किये बिना दम लूंगी नहीं।
ज्यादा नहीं, कुछ कुछ ही सही,
मैं आप जैसी हूँ ना पापा?

समाज के भले  के लिए कुछ किया नहीं है अब तक,
अपने कदमो को भी ठीक से सम्हाला नहीं है अब तक. 
माँ के बहुत अरमान है जिन्हें पूरा किया नहीं है अब तक,
पर इस सब के लिए कोशिश करती रहूंगी,
हार नहीं मानूंगी मुझमे प्राण है जब तक. 
ज्यादा नहीं कुछ कुछ ही सही,
मैं आप जैसी हु न पापा?

आपके सारे अधूरे सपने मैं पूरे करुँगी ये वादा है. 
हर मुश्किल से डट कर लडूंगी ये वादा है. 
आपका नाम तो बहुत अच्छा  है दुनिया में,
पर उसमे चार चाँद लगूंगी ये वादा है. 
ज्यादा नहीं, कुछ कुछ ही सही,
मैं आपकी बिटिया आप जैसी हूँ ना पापा?

Friday, June 8, 2012

Mesmerized...!

3rd December '09; 5:30 am:
I step out, into the backyard to feel the chilly morning (quiet unusual though, to have such chilly winters in wardha!) and fresh air and see the jet black sky in the decent hours of morning... But what i saw... Was more than what the word "incredible" describes! And what made it so... was the Moon!


The shinest & brightest piece of zari in a soot black veil, which has other shiny & glittery decorations, but anyways, they fail to catch any attention... The shine that the moon spilled out of itself left me enchanted... It was like, the most divine thing you can see... And you dont even get to see such things everyday, trust me on that! (as i'm used to waking up at the same hours of morning)


How more to describe it...?! Probably all the adjectives i can use here will fall short to describe its bliss! Finally i drop to the conclusion of calling it "MESMERISED MORNING!" The morning, i'll probably never ever get to see in my life. The morning, that i'll remember a lifetime... The morning, that makes you forget all the pains & insanity and draws you towards the true beauty God himself created...

Tuesday, June 5, 2012

I've a secret...

I've got a secret and the secret is you...
I believe in it and i want you to know its true...
I've got a secret and the secret is you!


I'm writting today, almost after 2 years,
2 years, full of unending tears,
Full of unresolved fears...
But you gave me the boost i lost, the Gears!
& yes! I'm back doing what you love too!
I've got a secret and the secret is you!


Sitting in a quiet corner, below the guava tree,
I've uninhibited and let go all my thoughts free!
Humming's chirping everywhere...
And phone playing "I saw her standing there"
& I feel like myself, the true me here!
And its all cz of the secret i got and the secret is you!


:)

Sunday, June 3, 2012

The Friend

The moon, ever a companion to me, has grown more friendly with closer acquaintance, a reminder of the loveliness of this world, of the waxing and waning of life, of light following darkness, of death and resurrection following each other in interminable succession. Ever changing, yet ever the same, i have watched it in its different phases and its many moods in the evening, as the shadows lengthen, in the still hours of the night and when the breath and whisper of dawn bring promise of the coming day...

Friday, May 4, 2012

I Make A Difference

Somebody asked: 
"You're a Physio?
That's cool, I wanted to do that when I dint get into med school.
How much do you make?"

The Physio replied: "HOW MUCH DO I MAKE?".. 



I can make holding your hand seem like the most important thing in the world when you're scared..


I can make your child get back on his feet and field after that football injury...


I can help your father walk again after his heart attack...


I can make myself get up at 4 am to make sure your mother gets the cardio PT she needs to help her live..I will work straight through until 4 am to keep her going well and start the day all over again!


I work all day for the betterment of lives of strangers..


I will drop everything and run a code for hours trying to keep you alive!!


I make my family wait for dinner until I  know your family member is taken care of.. 


I make myself skip lunch so that I can make sure that everything I did for your wife today was correct...


I work weekends and holidays and even all through the night because people don't just get sick Monday through Friday and during normal working hours.


Today, I might make your life livable..


How much do I make?


All I know is, I make a DIFFERENCE...!!!

Tuesday, April 17, 2012

कितनी आंधिया है...

है कहाँ छप्पर 'रघु' की झोपडी का?
है कहाँ भगवान्? कितनी आंधिया है...
नाव को तट पर बंधी रहने दो माझी,
उठ रहा तूफ़ान कितनी आंधिया है...

वो शक्कर और तेल की कतार में खड़ा है,
घर में है मेहमान... कितनी आंधिया है...
भूख से जो मर गया उसकी चिता से
जल रहा शमशान, कितनी आंधिया है...

© स्व. प्रफुल्ल चतुर्वेदी

Friday, April 13, 2012

Nazariya

Unki aawaz sunte he ek parwaaz dikhai deti thi...
Sunsaan akeli zindagi bhi, gulzaar dikhai deti thi...
Aaj na wo hai, na wo muskaan jo dikhai deti thi...
Ab mai bhi wo nahi, jo pehle dikhai deti thi...

Saturday, March 19, 2011

Kehne ko kuch khaas nahi...

Kehne ko kuch khaas nahi...
Ab ehsaaso ko alfaas nahi...
Jab kehte the tab andekha kiye wo...
Ab kehte hai hamme saans nahi...

Chalte hain bas chalte rehene ko!
Kaante sehte hain bas sehene ko!
Aankho me jo ubar aaye hai un ashqo ko rehne do...
Zurrat jo ki thi uski saza ab amal hone do...

Bas ab saath hai koi parchai,
Apni si lagti ab ye Tanhai...
Ranjiso se ab kaise ruswai,
Ab kehne ko kuch Khaas nahi...

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Grateful Daugther

I may have made you feel that I dint see or that I dint hear the Life lessons that you taught me... But I got every word!

Perhaps you thought I missed it all.. But I picked everything! It's written on my heart!

Without you Paa, I wouldn't be the person I'm today. You built a strong foundation and an even better concrete and no one can take that away...

I've grown up with your values, principles and fighting spirit. And I'm very glad I did...

So here's to you Paa From your forever grateful daughter!

Saturday, February 12, 2011

My Father

Papa, you're like sun to me, a sure thing, always there, beaming light and warmth on my life...

Whatever is good in me today, I owe to your wisdom, your patience, your strength, your love...

You taught me by example, as a role model, how to be my own person, how to believe in myself...

Instructing me without controlling me!

Even when we disagreed, you held us together, so our bond was never broken...

I understand what you did for me and I'm so grateful that I have you as my foundation, My rock!

I respect you! I admire you! I love you! My guiding light... My PAPA!!!